Creature of the Night

I don't know why I'm up at this late hour of night at the library. Ideally, I'd like to think I'm studying, but I'm not really getting shit done. Instead, I'm thinking about happiness. Or rather, my current lack of it. I'm also wrestling with the conundrum of putting one's own happiness above the happiness of others, and how far the extent of my selflessness will go before I give into my own selfish whims. Ah, 4 AM....how I loathe thee.